Right after I took this picture Paige started slipping. She called down to the teen aged boy holding her rope, "Ok, I'm ready to come down."
I was so proud of her. She had made it almost 2 stories. I knew her hands must have been hurting.
"Nope. You're not done. Keep going." the boy yelled back.
I'm now screaming on the inside, "She has mild CP. She's got to be hurting. Listen kid, do you know how hard it was for her to yell down to you. Now let her down!" But, I kept my thoughts to myself and just watched her.
She went up a bit further and, just as I snapped this picture, she slipped.
I yelled up to her, "Paige, you can come down now if you'd like." Paige said nothing but the look she shot me said it all. I could hear her thoughts, from 2 stories up. You're embarrassing me Mom!"
When she first slipped she looked shocked, but only for a very quick moment. Then she started to swim. Yep, swim. In mid air. I was sure you could hear her giggles all through the store. She swam back to the wall and proceeded to continue climbing Mount Everest.
I started to cry. It wasn't one of the movie quality cries either. I was sobbing. Ugly sobbing. It was at that very moment that I thought of Chris and Doc Rob. My precious baby girl is resilient and I was too blind to see it. I was living in the moment, dealing with only what was in front of my face. I failed to look back and see how far she had come. Not how far we all had come, but how far SHE had come. She has grown so much on her own, by her own perseverance and I missed it. Until now.
She slipped, swam and giggled a few more times.
And finally reached the top of the giant mountain.
Paige went on a forward journey that day. A 47 foot journey of perseverance. (and some slipping, swimming and giggling too).
Her journey led me to look back at how far she had come. I can now see the meaning of resilience and perseverance, by simply looking at her beautiful blue eyes.
28 comments:
ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!!!
Stacy what a sweet story!! Go Paige!
That is so wonderful. Yay Paige!
Stacy, this is fantastic! What a boost of confidence for her, and look how strong she is! Thank you so much for posting these photos and for your post.
You go girl! KICK BUTT!!!
All I have to say is YAY PAIGE!!!
How wonderful!!!
So very, very cool!
Actually after re-reading the post and reviewing the photos, you deserve kudos too, Stacy. You LET her try. There's many who would have not let her try. I "think" I would have let my sons try but I'm not sure. I need to think about that one.
You are both incredibly brave Paige and Stacy!
Climb every mountain!!!!
Incredible!
Way to go Paige!!
Paige (& Stacy),
Nice work on the climbing wall! You indeed climbed an Everest that day! It is amazing what perseverance, drive, and tenacity can get us through. And, as the Zen koan says: "When you reach the summit...keep on climbing."
Climb on!
-Jake Norton
MountainWorld Productions
www.mountainworldproductions.com
That's a really beautiful and moving story. Thank you for sharing it with us.
Tears in my eyes as you both conquered a mountain!
Cindy B.
Oh wow! Way to go Paige!
Stacy I think we're all guilty of living in the hear and now with these kids and forgetting to look back on how far they've come despite everything they deal with.
I can understand totally, the ugly sobbing cry. Lots to cry over and such great things achieved by both Paige and you.
This would have been a great boost in Paige's self-esteem, and maybe you can equate future challenges with making it to the top of that wall.
Let Paige know that lots of people are very proud of her and we know she can overcome a heap more obstacles and keep accumulating great achievements in her life.
Stacy, You are a great mother to let your daughter climb out of her fears. You, knowing all the problems she has, were brave enough to let her try this. i do not know how many of us as parents, would let our kids do it especially after a slip. You are great. Paige - You are fantastic. Keep it up. smalltowndoc.wordpress.com
Good for that teenager who saw that she could do more, and continue on. And way to go Paige!
Stacy, I held my breath! Yay for Paige! Go! Go!! Go!!!!
Michelle
Awesome story, Stacy . .so what's next? Parachuting?
Another fantastic story...I can totally appreciate the title, too!
Long time reader, admirer, but never really a commenter. This post, however, was just so great that I needed to say...something. Great story, but made all the more wonderful by the play of interaction (silently, more or less) between the three of you (Paige, you, the teenage kid) and you each had something going on in your own heads, which you articulated very well. I do hope you told paige how pleased you were...but I'm sure you did. :)
Paige rocks, and so do you. What a wonderful post!
wow symbolic climb!
I have a 4 yr old who was born at 25 weeks, so I can relate to both the anguish and the pride! well done Paige! (I have also just had another preemie, Henrik, born at 27 weeks this september...I think this will be the last preemie for me ;-)...)
all the best
trine
Way to go, Paige!
Oh Stacy, you made me tear up! Go Paige! What great pictures! and how high up is that wall. Way to go Paige!
beautiful.
That is so amazing :)))
Andrea
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